Rambling: Dreaming of Failure

On the topic of dreams, I occasionally have these dreams that I’m back in college, but they’re never good dreams. They don’t even take place in the college I graduated from. In my dreams, I’m on the verge of graduating, but also borderline failing a class that I forgot I was taking or didn’t care enough to try and pass. They seem too real for comfort. Those first few moments after awakening are terrifying to say the least.

I need a totem.